18 years!
The year was 2007. I was 26 years old. I had just recently moved into my second house and I lived alone with my dog Charlie Brown. My life was filled with work, church, violin and keeping up my home. I tried very hard to be content with being single but it was very hard. Even though I would have never admitted it, I longed to be a wife and mother. But I felt that no one would ever want someone like me. I was very shy, introverted, serious and very messy. I had heard about internet dating sites and I thought, "who in the world would be so desperate to try something like that". But one night I actually tried eHarmony. I tried it for a free weekend and then I quit. I felt guilty for taking things into my own hands. I felt that somehow I was taking God's place in finding a husband. I felt that I was rushing things and that maybe I should just wait. A week or two went by and I prayed earnestly about it. One day as I was driving home, I felt that God was telling me to go ahe...
